I'm so glad it's Friday and I'm back at home. Having worked all week and having had chemo just 2 days ago, I'm tired, exhausted, and just want to head straight to bed. But, I still have the responsibility of taking care of the kids. In the evenings, after work and with my nanny leaving to go home, my next shift of work begins, feeding the kids dinner, changing diapers, doing homework with them and getting them for bedtime since my hubby is at work. Even towards the end of the day, my kids though, they have an unbelievable amount of energy.
This week has been a long week of work. Now that I've been working for 3 weeks now, my fondness towards the newness of work has slowly faded. The long hours, the deadlines, the crunch, craziness of punching away at work, analyzing numbers and reports is coming back to me. At times, I struggle towards having conflicting thoughts in my mind and heart, cradling the question of whether being at work is the best use of my time since we all don't know how much time I really do have considering the seriousness of my illness. But then again, so far, I'm handling it well and work does fulfill me with a sense of needed diversion and has given me a sense of "normalness" again. I'll just take one day and one week at a time for now.
Cyberknife
I finally got the call about my schedule for Cyberknife radiotheraphy for the 5 tumor spots in my brain. It's all set to go for 2 treatments next week pending that the scan on next Monday doesn't show anymore spots or else the doctors would change the course of treatment to full brain radiation. I'll post an update after the scans. Lots of Love.
This week has been a long week of work. Now that I've been working for 3 weeks now, my fondness towards the newness of work has slowly faded. The long hours, the deadlines, the crunch, craziness of punching away at work, analyzing numbers and reports is coming back to me. At times, I struggle towards having conflicting thoughts in my mind and heart, cradling the question of whether being at work is the best use of my time since we all don't know how much time I really do have considering the seriousness of my illness. But then again, so far, I'm handling it well and work does fulfill me with a sense of needed diversion and has given me a sense of "normalness" again. I'll just take one day and one week at a time for now.
Cyberknife
I finally got the call about my schedule for Cyberknife radiotheraphy for the 5 tumor spots in my brain. It's all set to go for 2 treatments next week pending that the scan on next Monday doesn't show anymore spots or else the doctors would change the course of treatment to full brain radiation. I'll post an update after the scans. Lots of Love.
there is a new treatment for cancer named cyberknife cancer treatment, this method can remove the cancer cell without damaging the good cell
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