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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Results of MRI, Pastors Visit, Legacy Photos

Results of MRI

Just got the latest results from my brain MRI and it's good news!! The findings indicate "no acute intracranial hemorrhage, no areas of restricted diffusion" and that "previous seen enhancing lesions on previous MRI study are no longer visualized. No new enhancing lesions on current examination to suggest intracrannial metastases at this time." Hallelujah!  Wow, what fantastic news! Your continued prayers and support is working!  Thank you everyone.  Along with  my strong will, determination to fight, faith and with everyone's support, let's kick this cancer.  Let's keep holding our chins up.  Let's continue to pray for recovery and hope for remission.

Pastors Visits

For the last month, on a weekly basis, I've also been so grateful for weekly visits from Pastor Loc and Long. They come with open hearts to give us hope, love and strength.   Their blessings, readings and prayers to GOD, without question, has brought me the inner strength and courage to keep on fighting.   Reading psalms from the Bible, their prayers has given me a sense of rebirth and faith to keep on praying for the magical, mercy, healing powers of GOD. We went to the Sunday service this past Mother's Day weekend with the kids and found it was so nice. Thanks also to my brother who has brought a renewed sense of  faith and welcomed us to his church.

Legacy Photos

During our Sunday service attendance on Mother's Day, we were also grateful for a dear friend, Jason to accompany us along to be our photographer. Jason, who is a science teacher at Piedmont Hills High, recently contacted us to help take legacy photos of us and our kids. He kindly has offered his time and talent to continue taking photo journalistic pictures of us and the kids every few weeks or once a month so that we can continue to have hallmark, keepsake photojournalistic memories for the kids to view for years to come.  Thank you Jason for your incredible work and support! With these photos, I can rest assured that my kids will have a chance to forever remember me and celebrate all the moments I am here with them. He has already taken two separate photo sessions with us.  You can view the pictures at http://www.flickr.com/photos/62182317@N05/sets/72157626560630405/

Day to Day

As always, my days are filled with lots of love from my kids and even though I'm not working, I am busier than ever before. Everyday, I try to knock off a few things from my To Do List at the same time, upkeep with the day to day household and grocery/bills/tackling calls to medical billings/caring for my kids since they have all been sick/meals preparation and or Dr appointments. There so much to do and at times, I do wonder and worry on how and if my kids will ever be well taken care of when I am not here? How will things get done? There's no love like a Mother's unconditional love.

My love for my children is so great, it hurts so much that I have this terminal cancer. Even though I appear strong (and most of the time, I remain calm and strive for inner peace and courage to be positive), still there is'n't a day my eyes don't burn with tears and ache with sadness. But, only for a little while as I let out my emotions that I do pick myself back up and get back to striving for "normalcy" and rejoicing in the day.

For now, I have to categorically put these worries aside and continue to only hope for the very best. Let's pray for GOD's mercy and miracle.

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